Jauh...

ntah kenapa aku seperti merasakan yg aku makin jauh dgn teman² rapat aku. aku dapat rasakan mereka dah jijik nak berkawan ngan aku. mungkin kerana bisnes aku. seperti biasa, org akan lebih senang tangkap perkara negative drpd positive. spt kata² kawan²aku nih juga "fitnah lagi best drpd citer sebenar".

i always support everyone in whatever they do. but why not them. tipu lah kalau aku tak sedey. dan aku mmg betul2 menyesal tunjukkan peluang tersebut. aku sepatutnya firm utk tidak bercerita langsung.

alaaa aku nak terus sedey pun wat pe kan. kan aku ada kawan² baru. yg penting mak ayah dah restu dan tuh yg paling penting. kalau derang nak citer belakang lantak laa. dua² pihak tak rugi apa pun.

really miss thousand of e-mails per day :(

8 comments:

SF said...

darling... jangan la rasa mcm tu... sedih siut baca "kan aku ada kawan² baru"... sedihnye aku kalau kehilangan kawan semata2 sbb paranoia...
jom lepak malis malam ni!

++ hainey ++ said...

k.aniza...nak kasik satu lagu (utk sy jugak ;)...

"umat islam harus cemerlang...hari ini misti lebih baik dari semalam...jgn buang masa...siapa kata kita tidak boleh...kita punya Allah Maha Kuasa...Kita punya kuasa tenaga...Umat Islam sentiasa boleh...Umat Islam sentiasa boleh..."

hari ni dok terngiang2 lagu ni kat saya...bila baca entry akak ni haa sesuai nak share kan...

tappe...kalau org lain takde..."Dia yg kat atas tu kan adaaaa.... ;)"

chaiyok!!~ chaiyok!!~

aniza said...

sf - mesti laa sedey bila nama xde dalam recipients' list. dah abis discussion baru tau. alaa boleh perasan laa org suka nak berkawan ngan kita atau tidak. but dun worry i know how to act and handle this situation ;)

hainey - tks dear. betul sgt². yg penting Amat kan ada :D

Anonymous said...

apa ni babe, ari tu kat umah munir pun kau takde... huhuhu
i support whatever my frens do.. as long as ur happy...:)

takde dah laa skg emails... aku pun dah bizi giler...

tp truth is, aku pun rasa makin lama kita sume makin jauh... due to increasing commitments i guess....

anyway, jgn lupa our gold coast trip! bley buat bday party mirza kat sana!

SF said...

betul tu... aku rasa masing2 makin jauh... kau la ain! u r supposed to be the glue that hold us together u know... u r like monica to us hehe...

anyway aniza, frankly speaking, i always support whatever that my friends do.. as long as that makes u happy... seriously... yg pasal recipient list tu, do u really think whoever that initiate the email purposely write ur wrong email add? definitely no dear... it was pure mistake... dan mmg dah lama gile tak lepak pun skrg... last being rumah munir aritu... cheers

Anonymous said...

aniza honey.. i will always support you, dear.. in fact, u really made us proud, u really are brave to get out of the comfort zone and willing to take risk.. ko kene bangga tuh..

and honey, kalo ko rasa jauh.. aku lagi rasa jauh.. literally lagi.. :)

~Aina

aniza said...

what!! rumah munir?? see i dunno anything :(

Anonymous said...

hurmmm... aku tau yg kau tak dpt join sbb kau gi jakarta... and there wasnt any emails either coz munir ajak tru sms je