Kebakaran Kecil :(

yesterday @ 2.05 pm, i received SMS from my housemate "... nasib baik aku tak mati rentung". Ya Allah! apa dah jadi nih. she called me and told me what happen. aku terkejut & i can't really imagine what really happened. my mood also dah bertukar. apa yg terlintas kat kepala aku hanyalah "aaa... barang2 aku huhu"
i try to change my mood. aku ajak opismet tgk wayang so that i can release my tense. lg pun my GM dah xde kat opis. end up hanya berjalan2 tanpa arah tuju ke KLCC. lagi aku berkecamuk nanti. so, on d way balik tuh, aku kuatkan semangat dan decided to go back home.
sampai rumah, dah ada discussion kecil kat umah. aku terus masuk bilik. bila aku ke tempat kejadian aku memang mengucap panjang. bila aku tgk keadaan wayar ASTRO & telefon, aku boleh agak yg ASTRO dan telefon tak leh guna. lampu pun dah tak berfungsi. syukur alhamdulillah, api tuh tak 'tangkap' suis letrik yg berdekatan. kalau tak aku memang akan kerugian besar semalam.
nak tgk TV tak leh. nak online pun tak leh. rasa cam xde life je ;). so aku basuh baju. boleh bayangkan tak, mcm rumah org miskin yg tak dapat bekalan letrik (dapur gelap) tapi leh basuh baju guna washing machine haha. nak nyalakan lilin tapi trauma nak nyalakan dapur gas.
maghrib tuh aku terfikir sejenak. apa silap aku. tiba2 aku teringat insiden satu perbualan telefon dengan wakil dari kesatuan *** mengenai sumbangan kepada anak2 yatim. my company has decided not to give contribution for that cause. she was crying when she told me about the children. the way she got angry and told me all the story really touch me. but what can i do. i cannot simply tell my ** about the situation. she will get angry if i bring up a rejected proposal to her. "reject is reject. you must know how to convey the message to them. give them a good reason. if they call the management after that, it gives an indication that you've failed to do a simple job". Ya Allah memang susah sebenarnya.
takpe lah. ujian drpd Allah mungkin. aku tunggu sabtu nih untuk menonton The Omen 666. nak jerit puas2. kalau jerit leh hilangkan tension kan kan kan ???

p/s: thank you kepada mereka yg concern semalam. sayang korang muahs!!